still locked

If there is anything better than sharing the best of what you have,
it is sharing the best of who you are.

College years taught me a lot. I must say that I really had changed. But I'm not sure if I become a better person, or the opposite. I had undergone lots of self awareness activities. Pero bakit parang wala akong napapala. I always go back to myself whenever problems come my way.

self, self, self...

me, mine, myself...

I...

Why is it so hard for me to share my self to people I love? Why do I always hesitate to open my self to people who care? Why do I doubt the people whom I value and value me as well? Why can't I unlock the burden inside me?

Sometimes, we prefer to be alone and keep things by ourselves. Sometimes, what they see is not actually what you mean. Sometimes, you just have to pretend and smile. Sometimes, you really want to give up and let things be.

I seldom talk about myself. I seldom express what I really feel. I seldom tell stories of my life. I seldom share my thoughts and feelings. For some, I may be predictable, but only a few knows what I am up to. Among the few, I don't think if they know the real me.

I want to understand myself. For this, I could share myself freely and wholeheartedly, without hesitations nor doubts. For it is a burden to keep all things by myself. Still I can't open the lock to unleash these burdens.

pahabol

I know you'll be emotional when you see these pictures,

baka nga umiyak ka pa.

I wasn't able to include these sa farewell video for you.

We love you yellowcab.

She just celebrated her birthday last August 11.

Immersing at Cambodia right now.

She'll get married soon.

We ate his birthday cake last August 5.

So busy for the SV6 recruitment talk.

Stressed because of IBS.

Exhibit was his concern last week.

Canceled a meeting for Dolot ki Ina.

Still her laugh's so loud.

Enjoying cheer dance for intrams.

Currently heading the SV6 Recruitment.

HEAVYheart

Learn to say 'NO'

Ito ang sinabi sa'kin ni AmazingPillow nang minsan kong nakasamaang loob ang isang kaibigan. Aaminin ko, 80% yes person ako. Kapag sa tingin ko makakayanan ko pa at makakatulong ako, sige lang.Parang hindi ako napapagod.

Masasabi bang pleaser ako?

O sadyang naoobliga lang?

I'm doing my best to learn this easy-to-write but difficult-to-say two-letter word. Mahirap umayaw sa taong mahalaga sa'yo. Nakakahiyang tumanggi sa taong nirirespeto mo.

give and take relationship

Ito raw ang dapat meron sa pagitan ng dalawang nilalang, mapatao at hayop man.

Masama ang nasosobrahan sa give, naaabuso ang kabaitan ng tao. Masama rin naman ang sobrang take, natatapakan ang pagkatao ng iba. Anumang sobra, sabi nila, ay masama.

Dapat balanse lang, dapat...

Minsan kailangan mong manahimik at magwalang-bahala para lang maipakitang pagod ka nang magbigay, at panahon na para ikaw naman ang dapat pagbigyan.

see you soon

What if I die now,
iiyak ka ba?

S'yempre naman,
anong klaseng tanong yan.
Keep safe.
Sorry sa times na wala ako.

There are things that should be understood
even if it's not clear.
Don't worry, I'm taking care of myself,
'cause no one else will...
Don't apologize, Keep safe as well.

Thank you din...
...Sabi ka lang kung may maitutulong ako.

Don't worry about me.
Settle things of your priority.
...It will subside.
If ever we might part ways
because of wha'ts happening,
just remember that...
you always have a friend
waiting at the crossroads.

Same here.
Wala namang magbabago.
Don't think of any thing...
Palagaing may nakakaalala sa'yo.
Never let yourself down.

Frodo Baggins and Samwise Gamgee Part 1

Highschool na ako nang nahiligan ko ang Lord of the Rings. It all started sa isang kwento from a cousin, hanggang sa paulit-ulit kong napanood ang Fellowship of the Ring. It was all because of Legolas (Orlando Bloom) kaya ko pinapanood ang movie. Actually, paputol-putol kong napanood ang trilogy noon kaya hindi ko masyadong naintindihan ang story. Ang simpleng crush sa isang character sa movie ay humantong sa pagigiging isang fan ng movie.

Tanda ko, first year highschool ako nang minsan akong makipag-debate sa classmates ko regarding the movie. First year college na ako, still LOTR remains in my system. Once, sa isang computer subject namin, LOTR was the topic I used for our assignment. I even tried to read its book na meron sa library, but I'm not really into reading kaya hindi ko natapos na basahin ang isang libro.


Too much for an introduction, right?

It was only last May 30, 2010, a Sundaythat I watched the whole LOTR Trilogy. As in the full movie ang napanood ko, The Fellowship of the Ring, The Two Towers, and The Return of the King. I started around 10am and natapos ko siguro past 9pm. Just because of the movie, no breakfast, no lunch, no snacks, no bath, no mass. It was the first time I did that just to watch a movie. I really like the movie, from the start pa lang, and it's worth it.

I just don't like the movie, I love it.
The best, I could say.

The movie was, I mean, the movie is great. Nandyan na ata lahat-comedy, action, drama, romance, fiction. Siyempre, I learned a lot sa movie, marami rin akong mga narealize, at muli, napaiyak na naman ako ng pelikulang 'to.


It was Frodo and Sam's friendship
that really touched me.

what you need

'di mo kailangang maging matalino
para malaman mong iniisip ka niya.

'di mo kailangan ang 20-20 vision
para makita mong sa'yo siya nakatingin.


'di mo kailangan ang lakas ng pandinig

tulad ng sa paniki

para marinig mong

ikaw ang tinitibok ng puso niya.


Kailangan mo lang ramdaming
mahal ka niya.

status ng puso: Masaya

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Everyday na lang kung makareceive ako ng love quote.

Most of the time, dinidelete ko na agad sa inbox ng cellphone ko.

'Di naman sa bitter ako about love, actually, masaya pa nga ako. Masaya ako kahit single ako.


Oo, single ako, pero alam kong hindi ako magiging malungkot dahil sa mga taong nagpapasaya sa'kin. Mga taong alam kong nagmamahal sa'kin ng totoo.

If I'm happy with my friends, then why should I need a deeper relationship with someone else?

Ito na ang madalas kong sinasabi kapag may nagtatanong sa'kin kung bakit single ako, o wala akong boyfriend. I'm just happy with the people I have now. Minsan nga tinanong ako ni unexpectedGuy kung kumusta ang puso ko. Ang tanging sagot ko lang ay 'masaya'. Akala siguro n'ya, masaya ako kasi may bago akong lovelife. Pero mali siya.


Be with people who know how lucky they are
when they have you.