myBoyfriend

almost three years na din akong single.
three years ng umaasa na may darating din na para sa'kin.
i'm not losing hope.
kahit na minsan kinokondisyon ko na ang sarili ko to live alone, on my own.

bahala na...

it's God's will.
it's His plan.
it's His story for me.
 
but for now,
my boyfriend makes me feel a different world.
my boyfriend makes me happy and makes me feel relaxed.
my boyfriend knows what's in my heart and mind.

rewardingSUNDAY

12.16.12
around 7:30pm at McDO

i woke up early this morning to attend the Sunday Mass/start of Simbang Gabi.
when i arrived at the apartment,
i gave myself a good breakfast while watching a movie.

i spent my whole morning watching movie...
Breaking Dawn Part 2
StarStruck
27 Dresses
Princess Protection Program

hmmm...
just ate a bit for lunch.
then, went to the laundry shop for my dirty clothes.
the supposed-to-be window shopping at centro, LCC, and SM turned down by a movie treat.
The Hobbit.

still had an hour for the next showing.
went to Mister Donut for my fave hot fudge drink.
wrote a blog entry.

movie time. this is it!
seeing Bilbo made me excited to watch LOTR Trilogy again.
i suddenly missed seeing Frodo, Sam, Legolas, and Aragorn.

the movie is great! i so love it!
BITIN!!!
i never regretted watching it alone.
it was fun.

witnessed a "parade" inside SM.
saw a friend. had a chit-chat while waiting for her date.
walked to centro while music playing.
i don't care about the noise around.
i just love the songs i was hearing.
haist :)
solo dinner at McDO plus a hot fudge sundae for dessert.

thank you Lord for this day.

the student-athletes and the girlfriends

sa mga pelikulang napanood ko
madalas, ang girlfriend ng mga lalaking varsity player
eh kung hindi miyembro ng cheerleading group,
pwedeng isa sa mga sikat o magagandang babae sa campus.

pwedeng sa pelikula ang yan.
pwede ring sa totoong buhay.
ewan ko. ang akin lang...
base sa mga nakikita ko kung ano'ng meron sa paligid ko
maswerte ang mga player na 'to sa mga girlfrined nila.
These ladies love these men so much.

hindi madali para sa kanila ang maging girlfriend ng mga varsity player.
hindi sila dapat maging sobrang selosa,
dahil siguradong hindi lang sila ang humahanga sa mga boyfriend nila.
nandyan ang mga babaeng supporters o fans na kinikilig
o sobra kung sumigaw kapag nakakapuntos ang player.
grabeng pag-iintindi at pasensya ang binibigay nila para sa mga boyfriend nila.
nandyan ang praktis, team meetings, extra work, klase, make-up classes,
requirements sa mga subject...at kung anu-ano pa.
hindi ko sinasabing hindi totoo ang mga yan,
pero naiintindihan yan ng mga girlfriend.
they have to.
pero sana lang hindi naaabuso ng mga boyfriend.
laging nandyan ang mga girlfriend kapag may mga laro,
syempre para sumuporta, para magcheer, at para iparamdam sa mga boyfriend nila
na manalo man o matalo, "andito pa rin ako para sa'yo".

para sa mga girlfriend ng mga varsity player:
sana wag kayong magsawang suportahan, intindihin, at
mahalin ang mga boyfriend nyo
hindi man sila perfect pagdating sa time management
pero sinisikap nilang mabigyan kayo ng oras
mahal kayo ng mga 'yon.


 

 

para sa mga boyfriend ng mga babaeng tinutukoy ko:
sana patuloy nyong intindihin din ang mga girlfriend nyo, wag nyong hayaang maubos ang pasensya nila sa inyo, dahil mahal nila kayo. 
respect them.
show them that you are worthy of their trust.
 
i am not a love expert, 'cause i'm really not.
pero alam kong alam nyo kung ano'ng kailangan nyo sa relationship nyo.
baka kasi nakakalimutan nyo,
pinapaalala ko lang.

i hope 2012 had been nice to you couples.
i wish you better relationships this coming 2013.

F.S.S.O.

free.single.serving.outgoing.

naisip ko lang yan to describe us.
ate joy of DAVP.
ate thea of CM.
ate trish ng OSA.
si jese ng Guidance.
at ako ng Athletics.
kami ang fsso single ladies.

last thursday, the original thursday group people had a come back sa coffee & co.
ate thea invited ate joy to join us.

kumustahan.
hindi mawawala 'to sa fsso meetings, even sa kanya-kanyang meetings ng fsso. importante na aware ang bawat isa sa disposition ng bawat isa. this helps para aware naman ang bawat isa sa pinagdadaanan o nangyayari sa colleague.


other matters.
after magkumustahan, any topic will do na. kahit ano pwede ng pag-usapan, kahit sino pwede ng intrigahin. kwentuhan tungkol sa buhay-buhay ng bawat isa lalo na pagdating sa lovelife. in short, sharing lang naman. though may mga insight din. hahahaha. syempre, di rin nawala ang pictorial. iba-ibang anggulo, iba-ibang expression, iba-ibang subject. hahahaha

kainan.
at dahil hindi pa kami nagdidinner, syempre dun na kami kumain. almost isang oras lang naman kaming naghintay sa 2 gambasetti na i-order namin. marami na kaming napag-usapan, dumating na din jaycee, pero wala pa din order namin. at dahil nagugutom na kami, nilantakan na namin ang napakasarap na pagkain na nasa harapan namin. syempre, nagdasal muna kami. sa sobrang sarap at anghang ng gamba, naging linya na ata namin ang "kuya, tubig po." nagorder pa si jaycee ng pizzaroti, tikim naman kaming apat ng tig-isang slice. naisipan din ni ate joy at ate trish na mag-order ng cold drink. eh, nainggit naman kami ni ate thea, kaya order din kami. the cookies and cream was soooo gooooooood!


the call.
isang member ng thursday group ang tumawag. si jayco lang naman. lahat naman kami nakausap nya sa phone. we miss you joining us every first thursday jan! di na rin naiwasang bigyan ng malisya ang pagkakaibigan namin ni wan. syempre, natawa na lang ako. lol.


looking forward to more thursdays with you guys.
at sana mas marami pang kasama.
bago, datihan, o kahit sino pa yan,
ang mahalaga naman ay ang sayang pagsasaluhan. ♥

high hopes

heard that coach carter movie is a good one.

my brother has actually a copy of it.
yesterday morning before my classes, i decided to watch it.
too bad i wasn't able to finish it before 10am.
thank God i have enough time after lunch.
i can't help crying while watching the movie.
i was able to relate the movie to what is happening
in our own basketball team, in my family, and in the society.

it motivated me to do something to create change in my own little way.
i hope i can make it into reality.
i believe i can help the youth in our barangay.
it may be simple, but the values they would get is more important.

i saw coach noli in the character of coach carter.
i salute him for his passion and love for the sport and the team.
i just hope that our student-athletes realize the privilege of playing the sport
and being in the program, and of course the importance of being a student.

i am thankful for the opportunity.
i am very thankful that i see the significance of sports in a person's life.
i am blessed being part of this group who believes that
sports can create change, can instill values, and can make a person better.

earthlings #2

katrabaho.kaibigan.ate.

yan ang mga role nila sa buhay ko.

i consider ate thea and ate trish as my sisters for life.

iba-iba man kaming tatlo, pagdating sa kalokohan nagkakasundo kami. para kaming mga highschool student. i enjoy every dinner, coffee kwentuhan, and lamyerda we had. kahit anong gawin namin ok lang, kasi for sure we'll enjoy.

si ate thea, parang ate ko talaga yan, she guides me kapag may problema ako or any concerns. she advises me when it comes to decision making. she even fills my heart with so much love - love for God, family, others, and self. sa mga ka-SF-an ko, nagkakasundo kaming dalawa, kasi kahit ako suportado siya sa pagiging certified SF niya.

si ate trish naman ang isa sa mga taong kilala ko na thoughtful, creative, and expressive. akala nyo simple at seryoso yan, hindi ah, may kalokohan side din yan. hehehe. peace ate! i admire her for her fashion statement. she has her own style. pak na pak! maasahan mo siya kapag kailangan mo siya, kahit ano pa yan. PCng-PC yan si manay mo.

to my two ates, thank you sa lahat-lahat (many to mention kasi eh. hehehe).

isang mahigpit na yakap para sa inyo.

earthlings #1

mas nauna kong nakilala si kuya don than ate rinah. pero ngayon, pareho kong mahal na mahal ang dalawang 'to. kuya don has been my kuya talaga, coffee buddy (nung adik na adik pa ako sa kape), mentor, and counselor. ate rinah has been a good ate all the time. because of her, i have rio. kapag kasama ko siya, kahit tahimik lang ako at nakikinig sa mga kwento niya, kontento na ako.

simple acts and words of these two people make me happy so much. minsan sa simpleng text lang kan duwa, may problema man ako o mayo, napaphibi ako kasi aram kong blessed ako for having them. i always enjoy their company lalo na kapag food trip kami dawa sain. when i'm with them, dae ko lang naeenjoy ang istoryahan, nakakanuod pa ako.

both of them inspire me. dahil saindang duwa, mas naappreciae ko an mga simpleng bagay sa buhay - itong mas importante pa sa materyal na bagay.

thank you kuya don and gurlpren sa friendship and pagpapadangat sako. i love you both so much.

the introduction

sa buong buhay ko, hindi ata ako magsasawang magpasalamat at magkwento tungkol sa mga taong mahalaga sa buhay ko.

i know this will take time, but i'll be glad na ipost sa blog ko ang magandang nangyari sa buhay ko dahil sa mga taong 'to.

every entry may be referring to an individual, a couple, or a group of people.

i may not tell it all, but i'll write from the heart.

nakarandom order po ang post ko. hehehe

happy reading sa earthlings posts ko.

all i want is you

many were asking, ano daw qualities ng ideal guy ko.
honestly, i don't know what to answer. sometimes kung ano'ng naisip ko, yun na isinasagot ko, though i have these qualities in mind about my ideal guy. may pagkachoosy ako, at alam ko yan.

• i'm not wishing for someone na kasinggwapo ni channing tatum, ok lang kahit hindi gwapo, basta wag namang pangit
• hindi man kasing romantic ng nasa movies, at least he has his own ways to show me how he loves me na may kasamang kilig
• kahit pinipikon o inaaway niya ko, ok lang so long as kaya niya akong suyuin at patawanin
• kaibigan niya ang friends ko, and syempre tropa ko rin ang friends niya
• kilala at tanggap kung ano ako, pati ang pamilya ko
• kayang intindihin ang demands ng trabaho't pag-aaral ko
• kahit hindi kasingtalino ni einstein (hahaha), basta matalino
• ayoko naman ng sobrang yaman, simpleng tao lang ok na
• kayang sakyan mga trip ko (movie, rio, coffee, kain)
• hatid-sundo ako kapag may oras siya

ewan ko ba.

may mga pumapasok pa sa isip ko pero isa lang ang pinakaimportante syempre.

sana siya yung taong mahal ako at mahal ko habang hindi ko nakakalimutang mahalin din ang sarili ko. sana lang din kapag dumating na ang taong 'to,

handa na akong magmahal ng lubos at buo na walang takot na nararamdaman.

ngiting MD

 07.21.12 1:16pm at SM Naga

barbecue and rice for lunch
stroll around and dropped by at National Bookstore
thinking of a place where i could read
found a small and perfect place
Mister Donut.
donuts and hot choco fudge
John Maxwell's on the table
i just love this...
ME time :)

i'm back

namiss ko din to...
i miss sharing my thoughts.
i miss my writing.
i miss expressing what's on my mind and heart.
but, i opt not to use coffeebreak anymore.

well, this is just a post to start my come back.

thank you to ate rinah, i was inspired to have a journal again,
and be creative with it. that's why i'm motivated to blog again.

blog and journal, i miss you.
i'm back.

blessings in disguise

just want to thank two people for starting to make my wishes come true.

they have no idea of my plan to collect mugs and key chains this year,
but their gifts are blessings.

thank you ihmz (CAO's student manager)
for this cute key chain! already have two adopted dolls
from blue magic - little lyka and kathee.

thank you kuya don for this mug!
lalo akong malululong sa kape nito.
more coffee break kwentuhan with you.
kapartner nito ang cellphone ko -
cappuccino din kasi yun.

muli, salamat!