affected?

crush ko si (tag letter C) Nicol Angelo Cardel
mahal ko si (tag letter M) Chucky Mae Enciso-Reyes
pinagiyakan ko si (tag letter P) Andreco Primero
everlasting love ko si (tag letter E) Edsel Navera
mahal din kaya ako ni (tag letter D) Johanson Disuanco

bestfriend ko si (tag letter B) Tintin Dihiansan
idol ko si (tag letter I) Sheryl Ibo Nacario
sorry kay (tag letter S) Charles Oliver Dadua III

w.o.r.k.

i'm still holding on to the reason na may purpose ako why i stay in the office.
pero bakit parang may nakikita rin akong rason to leave.


marami akong gustong gawin para matulungan ang opisinang 'to,
pero bakit parang sobrang layo ko pa rin.


transfer to another office. resign from work. leave ateneo. stay and continue.
-the choices i had and i have

for you

...i will never get tired of saying thank you.
 
sa pagvolunteer nindo to take part sa intrams, not as players but as volunteers,
sa pagaccept kan challenge of being flexible sa tasks (dawa aram kong sala yan, hehehe),
sa mga sakripisyo before, during, and sana after intrams (hahaha),
sa mga ngiriritan and kulitan moments dawa paragal na,
sa pag-intindi sa mga kapalpakan ko (sorry!),
sa respeto na tinatao nindo sa kada saro, asin
sa barkadahan na igwa kita ngonian.


even if i wanted to enumerate all the things i want to say,
this post is really not enough to express this gratitude.


i sound madrama, pero keri lang.
maogma lang ako ta yaon kamo to help me during the intrams days.

again,

ay11

bawat araw na papalapit sa'yo kinakabahan ako.
isa ka sa mga rason kung bakit gusto ko nang sumuko.
i'm not prepared to handle you this soon.
because of you, my heart and mind got and get tired, always.

please give me a break.
i easily get tired.

i'm praying to God that he'll give me a reason to stay where you are.
damn! i want this to be over.

king and queen

at first, you're not that attracting nor cute.

di nga kita napansin pagdating mo.

but after that coffee break before bed time,

i realized that you're kinda cute.

the next day, napansin kong medyo magulo ka na.

perception ko nga sa'yo, mahilig kang mangulit.

childlike pa ata.

matangos ang ilong.

matangkad.

minsan, pasimple lang ako kung sumulyap sa'yo.

sana di mo napansin.

after the 2nd coffee time that night,

actually milo time for me.

i intentionally left the group para lang makasabay sa'yo.

buti na lang magkatabi rooms natin kaya naabutan kita.

it was a good feeling hearing your good night before I went to bed.

i never thought we'll have a chance na makapag-usap ng konting oras.

i felt something positive about this.

but whatever this is, I'm happy with it,

kahit na alam kong may takot sa puso ko.

14 July 2011

10:38PM

MEFC

I'm kinda tired already. The day is about to end. I feel relaxed compared these past days. Kakatapos ko lang magspongebath. Before I went to my room, I had a conversation or I listened sa kwentuhan sa mess hall. I was with bro glenn, ate yvet, kuya king, and ma'am --- (I forgot her name).

Naisip ko lang, am I really happy with what I have now or where I am now? Is this what God really wants me to be? Good night!

cooowld...

parang mug ko na rin, plain white nga lang 'to.

it's cold here sa office namin, as always.

just having my 3-in-1 coffee while wearing my jacket and doing some office stuff.

last night i was with ate thea, ate trish, jan, kuya felix, coach jay, and rex at Beanbag.

bro. philip came too. (nakwento ko lang)

so, coffee anyone?