SMP

smp. the ever famous word para sa mga single na malungkot ngayong pasko, dahil mga walang lovelife.

pero, i define differently these letters. mala-alphabet weekend ba? hehehe

S for Single.

yeah, i may be single right now, and walang lovelife. but, that's okay. though may times talaga na i wish i have a boyfriend right now. hehehe. i'm getting older na, medyo nagugulahan na rin ako sa gusto kong mangyari about my life. am i really ready to be a member of singles for life? gusto kong magkaanak and magkaro'n ng asawa, especially ang ikasal. i have a dream wedding. but the problem is, ayokong magbuntis and manganak, i'm really scared about it. huhuhu

M for Masaya.

marami man akong worries lately, especially sa acads ko. i'm still overwhelmed with a lot of things, mga bagay na nagpapasaya sa akin, mga pangyayaring hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan, at mga taong mahal ako't mahal ako. sobrang saya ko talaga. sobra. no need na isa-isahin pa, basta i know in my heart na masya ako.

P for Pamilya.

it doesn't only refer to my bilogical family. marami akong pamilya at kapamilya. haist. i miss my parents and my relatives sa iriga. kumusta na kaya sila? miss ko na mga pinsan at pamangkin ko. bukas pag-uwi ko ng iriga, ang pamilya ko naman dito sa naga ang sobrang mamimiss ko. haist, pano na lang kaya pag sa malayo na ako, mas malala pa siguro ang mafifeel ko.

Maligayang Pasko sa inyo.

Let's celebrate the coming of Christ.

Spread love :)

Gonna miss my blog.

I'll be back sa 2011 with a lot of new posts.

hugs.

starting the alphabet

thanks for lending me the book.

started reading it.
done with the prologue.

done with A and B,
still in C,
hope to finish D, E, F...

until Z.

alphabet weekend.
wish to have my ABCs.

hugs :)

to give and not to count the cost

it all started with a treat.
i was with PintigNgPuso, dancingDJ, Santino, Engr.GC, and kuya jojo.
we had dinner at karlos, then proceed at Starbucks.
it was my first time at the place.
sofa. amoy ng kape. nagkukwentuhang magkakaibigan.
ilan lamang sa mga nakita ko sa lugar.

"friends are like snowflakes, all different and all beautiful."
- starbucks christmas
nakaagaw pansin. at muling napaalala ng isang blogpost ni PintigNgPuso.


isang masayang gabi...

nandyan ang F na grade sa jokes ni Santino.
mga banat ng isang bagong kakilala.
mga tanong tungkolsa puso ni PintigNgPuso.
business concerns with Engr.GC, pati na rin ang mga kwento niyang
kahit papano napapatawa si dancingDJ.
ang "to give and not to count the cost" na linya ni dancingDJ
na ilang beses inulit-ulit dahil lang sa sticker.

bottom line,
salamat sa treat,
at higit sa lahat...

salamat sa to give and not to count the cost moments with you.


isang gabing babaunin at itatago ng puso ko,
saan man pumunta. hugs :)

# 3, step 2

naiinis na ako sa facebook,
tanong ng tanong kung whats on your mind?
eh IKAW lang naman lagi ang nasa isip ko.

 ...banat ni bebeBir :)

how to SAVE YOUR HEART

SHOULD:

Never expect.

Never demand.

Never assume.

KNOW:

Your limits.

Where you stand.

Your role.

DON'T:

Get affected.

Get jealous.

Get paranoid.

Wait for his/her text.

JUST:

Go with the flow,

and stay happy.

simply for MAYA

Nakita ko lang ang picture.
Nagustuhan ko.
Ikaw ang naalala ko.

This is simply for you
MAYAngligaw...

hugs for you.
love lots.
mwaaah! :)

LOVEtalk

11/13/10 at 10:50 AM

Radio playing...

Why is it that all the songs I hear are about love? Are they telling me something? Or nagkataon lang? Don't know what to think. I told myself that I should start posting entries of happy thoughts, but I guess I'll just pretend with hat act, because it's not really what I feel.

The music says...

...Sometimes love isn't just enough.

Last night, I was watching Imortal (with my parents) when the thought of falling in love with someone crossed my mind.

What if I met someone special?

What if I commit myself to him?

What if I can't hold on to what I promised myself?

What if I commit the same mistakes I had before?

What if I might just hurt him?

What if I fail again?

Too many what if's...

I'm also afraid of what others will tell about me, na hindi ko kayang panindigan mga sinabi ko - na hindi na ako magboboyfriend, na hindi na ulit ako maiinlove, at tama sila na hindi ko talga kaya.

But no one can blame me. This is really what I feel. This is the truth behind every words I utter.

Once I had a heart-to-heart talk with Mr. Maurag, he asked me if I could share something about the past relationships I had. And so I did. It was a funny thing I forgot some important details (e.g. di ko na tanda sino pang4th ko, nalilito ako between my 4th and 5th boyfriend) Am I bitter or I just really forgot since forgetful na talaga ako lately?

This past few days I had a 'text' conversation with AmazingPillow and GreatWind. I told them of what I am into right now. We had a long exchange of ideas and opinions, but I'm still confused. And when they concluded about my situation, both of them said I'm in love with him.

I had a dinner with cutedevil, I shared the same 'burden'. Sometimes I'm hesitant sharing things about my love life to him because he always says the same things. That's why sometimes I doubt what I really feel for someone. But then in the end, he concluded too that I'm in love with him. He even added that the same thing is happening with this new close friend of mine.

In one of my classes last Tuesday, I listed some truth about me towards him. I showed them to GreatWind and KapitanMcDo. And again, they concluded that I'm in love with him. I also let checkered&violet read them, he had no idea of everything, but he concluded that the girl was bitter and martyr.

Last thursday night, I discovered something in my journal. I was shocked when I raed it. I really had forgotten about it.

Too much of this love talk, until next conversation.

Isang mahigpit na yakap para sa inyo.