broken

Minsan ko nang maisip na tumalon sa isang bangin,
sa isang mataas na bangin.
Muntik na akong tumalon nang pinigilan mo ko at sinagip sa isang kabaliwan.
Nawala sa isip ko ang kabaliwang tumalong muli sa bangin. Pinanghahawakan ang isang pangakong hindi hahayaang maulit muli.

Lumipas ang mga araw, muling bumabalik ang nakalipas.
'Di ko lubos akalaing tatalon ako't kakapit sa isang sanga,
sangang malapit nang maputol, sangang maaaring magbigay daan sa aking kamatayan o isang pagkakataong ipagpatuloy ang buhay.

a realization

Some things may be nothing for us,
yet it could mean the world for others.
Some things may be easy for us,
yet so painful for others.

Forgiveness seems to be hard.
So, make the most care for other people's feelings

because sorry is not always an effective remedy.

(a simple text message from a friend that made me think of what I did.)

untitled

I can't think of any appropriate word or words for this entry's title.

I'm just so happy, very very happy.

But around me,

the people I value seem to be not okay.

I hope they would be as happy as I am now.

Thank you for the chance You'd given me.

Thank you. 

...let HIM guide us.

(isang mensahe mula sa anak na nagbabalik loob sa kanyang ama)

 

iLOVEyou

i love you.

three words i wish to tell you.
three words i wish you could hear from me.

three words i wish i could express.
three words i hope to be spoken before it's late.

i love you.

i may not be able to say it now.

i love you...

a simple blog for my parents.

a text message

It's not forgetting.

It's rather getting over.

I just need time,

to heal me deal with whatever loss I had.

I can never forget about it.

But I'll think of it less and less.

As time goes,

it will be less painful.

And I'll just treat it as a more than likely a better memory.

for me and for those who were hurt

...and in the process of healing.

OVERit

gusto kong magmahal at gusto ko ring mahalin.
cutedevil's facebook status.

Naalala ko lang,
nafeel ko rin ang nafifeel niya ngayon.
The longing to love someone, 
and be loved by someone dear to you.
Naiintindihan ko siya,
I've been there.
I must say,
I'm over it.

...at sana tuloy-tuloy na nga.
 

M.D.S.

...a last week's entry


I wish you were real.
I wish I could lay my hands on your lovely face.
I wish I could hold your hand while we're walking under the rain.
But, I guess, this will be a forever wish.


I wish you were real.
I wish to be embraced by your warmth.
I wish to have breakfast with you everyday of my life.
But, I guess, this will be a forever wish.


I wish you were real.
I wish you're not just one of the characters I read in pocketbooks.
I wish you're not just an actor I see in televisions.
I wish you exist in my world, in my life.
But, I guess, this will be a forever wish.


Sana naging character na lang ako sa pocketbook.
Sana ako na lang siya.
Sana ako na lang ang nasiraan ng sasakyan,
at nakakilala ang isang tulad mo.


Sana ako na lang ang minahal mo.