...a last week's entry
I wish you were real.
I wish I could lay my hands on your lovely face.
I wish I could hold your hand while we're walking under the rain.
But, I guess, this will be a forever wish.
I wish you were real.
I wish to be embraced by your warmth.
I wish to have breakfast with you everyday of my life.
But, I guess, this will be a forever wish.
I wish you were real.
I wish you're not just one of the characters I read in pocketbooks.
I wish you're not just an actor I see in televisions.
I wish you exist in my world, in my life.
But, I guess, this will be a forever wish.
Sana naging character na lang ako sa pocketbook.
Sana ako na lang siya.
Sana ako na lang ang nasiraan ng sasakyan,
at nakakilala ang isang tulad mo.
Sana ako na lang ang minahal mo.
6 comments:
hay naku, habang binabasa ko blog mo, iba pumapasok sa isip ko..
may munting bulong ang puso ko..
bulong nga ba o sigaw?
sabi nya..
sana..
ako na lang uli..
haist.
okay lang yan yellowcab,
parte yan ng pusong nagmamahal,
nagmamahal at nasasaktan.
sigh.
haist.
:(
:(
sometimes, love is tantamount to pain.
a sad reality.
however,
perhaps, we are being too ideal when it comes to love.
the idea of perfection.
the idea of forever happiness.
the idea of endlessness.
the idea of love itself.
and yes, they are all part of L-O-V-E.
@subtle ego: tama!
I guess im too ideal when it comes to love,
kaya nga siguro palpak lahat ng naging relationships ko, walang nagtagal.
im too busy looking for the perfect love,
di ko namamalayan, nasisira ko na relationship ko with the person.
the sad reality of my love story.
ayoko ko nang magCOMMENT.
(sigh)
@subtleEgo..
saying yes to love is tantamount to saying yes to pain.. or being ready to embrace brokeness.. or get drowned by loneliness..
embracing love is saying yes to showing off your vulnerabilities..
but of course, all these should not keep people from loving genuinely.. loving with all of yourself.. lubos, ubos, buhos..
i said yes to forever and beyond when i chose to love again..
only to find out ill lose it again..
and lose myself the most..
but yes,
i still believe in happy endings,
i still believe in ever afters,
only that,
i have accepted the fact that its not for me.
and i have given up on it too..
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